Chocolate Chip Leopard Lady !!!

I have severe eczema,it's so bad now I call myself the human chocolate chip leopard girl. Nothing seems to work and no one has helped or seems to know how to help. The doctors really think we as humans were put on the earth to be their human form guinea pigs. I feel like my family thinks it somewhat is a joke but it affects my entire life.And the one's who notice it but don't say anything I know what their thinking "Whats wrong with her?" but they don't ask and quite frankly I don't wanna talk about it. I'm 20 years old and have my whole life ahead of me but I feel like this condition is hindering me. I have tried almost everything and the itch relief oral meds I take are becoming worhless I need help,I'm tired of crying myself to sleep, hoping and praying for help. Is there anyone out there that can help me.

I'm desperate now. I've read online about mother's curing their children or medicines that people have raved about while other's rated the product a complete fail. I don't want people to feel sorry for me nor do I want to walk around with the constant reminder that its the summer and I can't enjoy it and not by choice but because people in todays society are so ignorant that I don't feel comfortable outside my house and even at home.I feel out of place. I get really upset when my sister talks about a few heat bumps she finds and how they have gone away but I don't care because every time I look in the mirror I get reminded that mine isn't going away. It's to the point that I don't look in the mirror often unless needed to. My boyfriend for some reason sticks by my side and I am forever grateful for him. I honestly don't know where I would be without him. When my own mother told me your lucky most dudes wouldn't have stuck around,He's a good guy. I fell into a funk about the comment because I know how right she is. He tells me I'm beautiful regardless of how I feel about myself and I can't fathom why he remains. I'm teary eyed as I write this. I don't think there's anyone that fully understands the severity. All those years of building up confidence to be faced with the biggest confidence ever, my physical appearance. Iv'e looked for Dermatologist that would be willing to help me but there all not in to that type of thing.

And like most people I know service requires money but Why do lawyers go probono when the court case is severe, my skin is severe but then again, I would just be subjecting myself to be that human guinea pig that I refuse to be. What they test on you could potentially be the end of it all. So no they can't test products and cremes in hopes that it will work. I'm looking for either it will or will not work not a probably. Felt good to finally get all that off my mind. Hopefully Someone reads it and gives me the comfort I only receive from Him.I thank God everyday for this amazing guy.

Heather 1H Marie

When I say ma fie she is. I know if anyone is from the Tampa Bay area or surrounding areas you may or may not know who she is but she is a Rising female rapper, who has undeniable talent. She has a song currently available on myxer.com as a ringtone ddownload titles I Don't Do You. "I Dont Do You" is a raw uncut ode to females who you once were cool with but for whatever the reason is you two aren't friends. The song puts any flaw females out on blast and gives you the raunchy realness of a female rapper. But before she released that song I had already heard and started putting other's on to Ms.1H. Two songs in particular that stick out is "Spend Life With" and "Shit Str8", both songs show her amazing ability to rhyme and keep shit 100. If you ain't heard of her you sleep but I'm here to wake you. For any women who can relate to scandalous women trying to claim a man you clearly know is yours,or if it's clear that everybody know you got your shit str8.1H is the artist to check out,put her in the car and vibe all day,got any type of music player put her on your playlist cause lil mama got her shit str8!

For further information on Ms. Heather Marie check her out at her official music page http://www.myspace.com/heathermarie727 or follow her on twitter.com/HeatherMarie727

Music Addict!!

So I'm completely a music junky and I feed my addiction with my ipod which up until recently worked fine but now I find myself singing more to myself than anyone in particular. I am the self proclaimed walking ipod and whether sad, happy, excited,mad,sleep I listen to music. I've decided to do weekly blog post on either up and coming artist or well known and liked artist who either have new music out or songs that are worth sharing with others. I find myself having a song months in advance of it being known by others knowing the song and when it drops,It's old to me. I know alot of people who aren't singers,rappers,instrument players, songwriters, or producers that appreciate good music. Music makes the world go around, hope you didn't think the axis did all the work. But be prepared to be amazed, intrigued and astonished by the music i listen to and how it make's me feel. You never know you might already like or you may fall in love with the song on the spot. I won't post anything that I don't find interesting. Anyone who reads and appreciates music feel free to recommend songs for me to check out and I'll post a blog or video on my reaction to the song. Let's make this a cool experiance that I hope alot of people can relate to.

Mommy and Me

The cover of that Times Magazine was from 1985 covering the epidemic in teenage pregnancy. After years of turning this around, it's on the rise again, along with the rate of deadly STDs among children because of policies of the Bush Administration.(Btx3's Blog http://btx3.wordpress.com)

So this brings me to why media portrays teenage pregnancy, which was once Taboo, as a common practice. Shows like, The Secret Life of An American Teenager, 16 and Pregnant, Teen Moms, Maury, and other broad casted shows that are produced to highlight the ultimate consequences of sex a long with STDs tailing right behind the epidemic. Why are television networks parading the issue, showing the trials and tribulations of teenage mother's, who usually end up single parents or showing how selfish some teenage parents can be while others are self less and consider all possibilities available to deal with an unwanted pregnancy. Even within our own communities whether it be a low, middle, or high class family they all deal with son's daughters, nieces, nephew's who one day will be parents much sooner than later and must come together as a family, usually as depicted in fictitious shows,the parents are so understanding and show no real anger towards the situation. In real life we all know how it goes and how parents truly react.I do applaud secret life for ending and cutting between their episodes to inform teenagers, as well as parents the importance of the sex talk. In todays society, it is more than important to start informing children as young as elementary age children the dangers behind sex. They too get pregnant even as young as ten and i find it more informative if sex education is offered before middle school and parents take advantage of the classes added. No Longer is Teenage Mother's as taboo as they had been back in 1985 but if Britney Spears sister or Bristol Palin can be glossed upon magazines announcing the births of their children. I'm so proud that I have gotten out of the age group to be considered, what so many of my friends became at young ages. Teenage Mothers are still in our countries future, Look OUT World.

How to pick good green.

First and foremost you don't wanna be in a situation where you smoking and the green is how would we say it in Florida [garbage,boo boo, or anything that describes bad weed. You want to establish a good enough bond with your weed man that if it is garbage,he would at least tell you.No there not obligated to do so but some of them be cool enough to tell you when it's fire and when its not.When you get your sack you sniff like a basset hound in the woods because your nose knows. The quality can also be visable to the eye and if it look like some dead grass outta your front yard the crap is garbage and want do much but give you a serious head-ache. You can also taste when it not grade
A it leaves a taste you will only know as bad green.The stronger the scent that makes you turn your head in public when you smell it coming from someone, then you sir or ma'am have yourself some good green and should smoke lovely and good.